im on a quest.

for a giant majority of my life i have been known as the following:

the crazy girl.

that happy girl.

the mormon girl.

the HYPER girl.

the girl with the endless supply of energy.

and on occasion, the girl who is grumpy until the morning time reaches double digits.

i've tried, for most my life, to be these things that i'm known as.

but that got me thinking..

am i known as those things because thats how i really am, or am i those things because thats how i'm known?

or in other words, do i act, or rather, AM i a certain way now because thats whats expected of me because that's how i've been in the past?

before you think i am, i'm not complaining by any means.

i AM those things, i know i am. and i'm proud to be :) (especially title # 3-- see letter jacket)

but who says you have to be just one way your whole life?

why can't someone one day be the crazy girl, and the next day be the shy girl.. just because they want to?

sometimes i don't feel like acting consistent. i want to be EVERY kind of girl. i want to be his kind of girl.

i don't know.. maybe its just me.