mr buble you never cease to amaze me.

There's a thousand ways for
things to fall apart,
but it's no ones fault,
no it's not my fault.
Maybe all the plans we made
might not work out,
but I have no doubt,
even though it's hard to see.
I've got faith in us,
and I believe in you and me.


So hold on to me tight,
hold on to me tonight.
We are stronger here together,
than we could ever be alone.
So hold on to me,
don't you ever let me go.

ehh-feee :)

so at work this morning my lovely friend liese informed me that efy couselor applications are now avaliable! she was a counselor last year and told me all about the process and let me know what i can do to prepare :) i am 100% and totally IN LOVE with efy and everything it is and does for youth ( not that im not basically a youth still.. butttt..) i ammmm old enough to be a counselor and i dont know if i've ever wanted to do something more in my entire life! if i could help make efy the incredible experience it was for me, for someone else.. that would serrrriously make me happier than anything in the world! the theme this year is...

ahh COOLEST EVER RIGHT!? NOTHING would make SUMMER 2010 more enjoyable then being at efy with my pals kenz ell and linds, AS COUNSELORS!!! gahhh i hope i get ittt :) :)

ELLEN KENZ LINDS CLICK HERE TO APPLLLYYYY!!! :D

doctor at UVU student health center: "Alrighty, so what are we seeing you for today? Oh, just so you know, I don't normally work here, I'm just here today!"

me: (well thats reassuring) "hi, ya, i kinda got a ear nose throat chest head thingy goin on..

doc: Oh well lets just take a look...(proceeded with general check up)
....Well ya, your throat and nose look pretty bad.. Lets see. Ibuprofen will be great for your throat and just get pleanty of rest and drink lots of fluids! And if the problem persists, just come back in a few days and we'll re-evaluate! ( acting wayyy to peppy, ps)

me: uhh ya. heres the thing. ive tried all that the past few days and its not really working. so, i would really like it if you could give me something to make me feel better like my doctor does at home. that would be great.

doc: Well, I don't know.. You just dont seem sick enough... (sick enough?!)

me: listen. i am sick. you just told me that i was sick and i would really appreciate it if you could write me a prescription so that i can start feeling better. ( in my head regretting being rude cause now i sound like i am a druggie begging for drugs.)

doc: Okay, okay, I'll write you one. But I would hold on to it for a couple of days before just to see if you get better.

me: i probly wont. thanks so much, doc.
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it is probly my biggets pet peeve in the UNIVERSE when i go to the doctor when im taken ill and they tell me to drink fluids and get rest. freak. i KNOW that. ugghh. im SICK. you just told me that i was. and now, i want MEDICINE to make me BETTER. so GIVE IT TO ME! gahhh. angry words. mr. dr, im sorry if you think im a mean person. im nice i swear.

well.. on the brightside i was entirely blue on friday...

c-a-m-p f-i-r-e s-o-n-g song

so today was like.. probly the best day/weekend of my life. aka it sucked. hard.
but i mean theres always tomorrow right?
probly my favorite awesome event of the day was when chunkie mcdonutface dented my car door. thats just icing on the cake. haaa fat joke.
but because i have incredible friends and family i will now list people who made me happy today.

+kenz (obviously)
+jacque
+ashley
+brother
+marlee
+sadie
+jill
+kimmy from ilp for switching my depature date to china.
+lauren
+linds
+kads
+man who walked by in the ugly white sweats.
+the nice gas station worker.
+steph
+britt
+cort
+trev. bahah
+liz cause she gave steph a reces to give to me.
+guy who just asked sadie if he needed a drug test to be qulified for school.
+and dare i saw austin.

ere go, every bad day isnt reallllly bad cause even tho suckish things happen, i got all these people to make me happy again :)

all i want from my life is summer 2010. in a house. perferablly yellow. with kenz linds and ellen.

lets make this happen.

ONE YEAR ONE YEAR ONE YEAR ONE YEAR ONE YEAR ONE YEAR ONE YEAR ONE YEAR ONE YEAR ONE YEAR ONE YEAR ONE YEAR ONE YEAR ONE YEAR ONE YEAR ONE YEAR ONE YEAR ONE YEAR ONE YEAR ONE YEAR ONE YEAR ONE YEAR ONE YEAR ONE YEAR ONE YEAR

:)

haaaapy birthday :)

dear todd,

happy birthday. i hope you liked the presents i sent and that your companions didn't make too much fun of you ;) rememeber the promise.

love always, cort :)

ps. i love you.